Title: Kanjou
Series: Kiss
Pairing: Yamapi x Kame
Author: J
Date: 23.12.2005
Notes: Yamapi-muse has become more demanding lately. I think he’s been hanging out with Kame-muse too much. As for where this story is heading, you’ll have to ask him yourself.
Yamapi wasn’t quite sure when he became the type to get jealous easily. Ever since his strange obsession with Kame began, his feelings didn’t quite make any sense to himself anymore.
Normally, when everyone was together, Yamapi would be messing around with his best buddy Jin. He really didn’t have the mood to do so that day though, so Jin merely ignored him and went off to disturb some juniors. He couldn’t help it. The sight of Kame practically throwing himself at anyone who walked on two legs and was not named Yamashita Tomohisa made Yamapi boil with jealousy. Normally, he wouldn’t even have noticed, much less have any sort of reaction to this newfound observation. It was frustrating. Yamapi pouted.
“Pi, I know you still look really cute while pouting but if the wind blows your face is gonna get stuck this way.”
Yamapi eyed Ryo, not retracting his pout. “I’ll stop pouting if Kame stops flirting.” He mumbled, but Ryo still caught what he said.
“You’re upset because Kame’s flirting?” Ryo asked, amused. “Are you mad because Kame flirts or are you mad because Kame’s flirting with everyone but you?”
“Oh shut up, Ryo. You should get back there so that Kame can go flirt with you too.”
Ryo laughed. “If Kame was going to flirt with anyone, it’ll be Jin first.”
“Jin?” Yamapi made a face.
“Yep. That baka first. You know, the whole Akame thing.”
“And after that?”
“His other bandmates, of course. Then Tsubasa-kun, then maybe me.”
“Then when will it be my turn?” Yamapi muttered.
“You’ll be after Kusano.”
“Kusano?”
“No wait, I take that back. Kusano comes after me, then it’ll be Tegoshi.”
“Tegoshi too?!”
“Maybe Koyama as well.” Ryo added as an afterthought, before continuing. “Oh, and don’t forget the juniors. Kame adores Hikaru-kun and Yuto-kun. You’ll probably come after them.”
Yamapi started counting with his fingers. “I’m only number thirteen?” Ichiban naritai yo!
“Hey, at least you’re still in the top twenty.”
“I’m number thirteen.”
“Better than nothing.” Ryo shrugged.
Yamapi suddenly stood up, to Ryo’s surprise, and strode towards where Kame was fooling around with Ueda. Ryo didn’t think that Yamapi took him seriously when he made up Kame’s ‘ranking’, and realised that he might have gotten Kame into a bit of trouble.
“Kame.” Yamapi interrupted Kame and Ueda’s banter.
“Hai?”
“Ichiban naritai yo.”
“Huh?”
Without explaining his comment, Yamapi grabbed Kame’s hand and pulled him away, much to the latter’s and everyone’s confusion. Not that Yamapi cared. Right now, all he wanted to do was lock Kame in a room away from everyone else. He quickly found an empty room and pulled them in, locking the door behind him.
“Mind explaining what’s happening?” Kame asked, still oblivious to what he had done.
“Are you trying to make me jealous on purpose?”
Kame raised his eyebrow. “Make you jealous? When did I do that?”
“Well you were throwing yourself at everyone but me.”
“No I wasn’t. And even if I was, I never did ‘throw myself’ at you so it’s nothing new is it?”
“Ryo-chan says I’m at number thirteen.”
“Number thirteen?”
“Yeah. After Bakanishi, and everyone in your band, and Tsubasa-kun, and Ryo-chan himself, and Kusano, Tegoshi, Koyama, Hikaru, Yuto.”
“Ryo-chan’s talking nonsense. Seriously, you don’t believe him, do you?”
“I don’t know. Maybe I’m not even at thirteen.”
“True.”
“I’m not number thirteen? Then what number am I at?”
“Zero.”
“You won’t even throw yourself at me?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because I don’t ‘throw myself’ at people. Period.” Kame rolled his eyes. “Now, was there a point in this conversation? Cos I think we have to get back soon.”
As Kame tried to push Yamapi aside to leave, he was suddenly pushed up against the door, Yamapi hovering over him. There was a brief silence, and the only sound was of their breathing in sync.
“Did that kiss mean anything?” Yamapi asked, breaking the silence. “The one you gave me just before you left that day.”
“I dunno.”
“You don’t do that to everyone, do you?”
“No. Like you said, that would be weird.”
“And kissing me isn’t weird?”
“Apparently…” Kame looked back at Yamapi, as if challenging him. “Why? Do you want me to stop?”
“No.”
Yamapi kissed the lips that he had been yearning for the whole time, taking in the familiar taste that he’d been hungry for since their last kiss. He didn’t realise that he had been holding it back all this time, and it was funny how with this kiss, his mood seemed to brighten already. Kame’s lips parted, allowing his tongue to delve in and explore new territory. He was overwhelmed by his own passion at that moment, and once again, his feelings didn’t make sense to him.
Finally, he was pushed away by the smaller boy, though the taste of Kame still lingered.
“We have to get back.” Kame whispered, before turning around.
Yamapi stood back as he watched Kame unlock the door and leave first. “Kame.”
“Hm?”
“Because of you, things don’t make sense to me anymore.” He heard himself say.
“Is that a good thing or a bad thing?” Kame tilted his head, looking at him.
“I don’t know…” Yamapi pondered. “… But it doesn’t really matter, does it?”
Kame half-smiled. “I’ll see you later.” He said as he turned to leave.
Yamapi nodded. Nothing really mattered, he realised then. Only Kame did.
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@ANO SA…
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
I LOVE YOU!!!! *glomps*
You and your Kame-muse to be precise
@ANO SA…
Ups, what happened to the rest of my comment? oO
Html hates me, I can tell!! ;___;
Anyway, I just wantd to tell you in about 29 247 other ways how much I liked this fic! *laughs*
It made my all hyper and bouncy, how am I supposed to sleep now?? XD” (well, who cares about sleep if you can have some PiKame-love? ^.^~)
Hm, wonder if I can skip that chapter now that you’ve written such a beautiful fic for it *_______*
Did I mention I love you for this? ♥
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@AISHITERU
Geez, took me ages to finally find the time and read your fic ;__; having visitors for a longer time sure is has its disadvantages at times ^^;
First off: I’m so happy you decided to write another chapter after all…. Seems like your muses have been bugging you enough, even without my help ;p
Keke, I can’t get enough of jealous!Pi… it’s so adorable ^.^
It’s also so cute, how he doesn’t want to hurt Kame by saying he loves him, if he isn’t completely sure about it. But if he ever were to change his mind about his feelings for Kame, I’ll hunt him down personally! >>”
Anyway, I hope your muses are still wide-awake *kicks Pi-muse if he’s asleep again* so that you can continue writing the other fics, now that this one is finished…. or just write even more to this one ^.~
(Nooo, I’m not demanding *coughs*)
“At that moment though, Yamapi felt like he had just lost out to a dead fish.”
The first thing I thought of was ‘the mental superior.’ I’m indebted to you for that.
Thank you ~