Series: Another Story
Pairing: Ryo x Kame, Jin x Kame
Author: J
Date: 16.01.2006
Notes: Inspired by Sylvester Sim’s Suo Yi, though I did steal some lyrics from Ryan Cabrera’s On The Way Down. Really short fic. One-sided love. Maybe I should warn about this being kinda depressing.
The first time he met Kame, he said the other was so ugly that it pissed him off. He wasn’t lying, but he wasn’t telling the whole truth either.
Kame wasn’t exactly very pretty or very cute, he thought. Odd was a better word in his opinion. But there was still that special thing about the younger boy that attracted Ryo, which was the real reason why he was angry. He couldn’t understand why he could possibly want to get closer to that bushy eyebrow kid. He didn’t like the fact that it was as if Kame had tied a string around him and was pulling Ryo towards him, and Ryo had no strength to run away, to escape.
The next time he met Kame, he felt himself get angrier.
Kame was always with Jin. It was almost as if Kame was the pet and Jin was the owner who brought his pet with him everywhere he went. Ryo hated seeing Jin lavish all his attentions on Kame. Ryo hated seeing Kame being so happy when he was with Jin. Ryo hated seeing them quarrelling over the stupidest of things and then kiss and make up so easily. Ryo hated seeing them hold hands and behave as if the rest of the world didn’t exist.
Most of all, Ryo hated that Kame had pulled him to the edge of the cliff, and that the only way left was for Ryo to fall off. He wished he could just take a few steps back, run and jump and reach the other side where Kame was. But the distance was too great and any attempts to jump was pointless.
Kame was unreachable.
So he teased, and made fun of the younger boy. It was better than showing his true feelings.
They went out. They ate ramen. They played. They became friends. But that was it.
Ryo wanted to get close to Kame. But Jin would always be closer.
Ryo wanted Kame to be happy. But Kame was already happy without him.
He was already on his way down, and he was going to fall right through.
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the uber depressing ryokame fic makes me cry
oh wait, i just realized i read that. lolz
ahhh ryokame lub XD
Shit. It made me cry so hard. I don’t know why, but I love angst fics from Ryo-chan’s POV and I love them, because they hurt me a lot. “It was better than showing his true feelings”. It was painful. Because it was Ryo who said it and and because I understood him. Who wouldn’t? I don’t have much to say. Every time I read it, I’m speechless. Huh. You’re too good, you know? Oh, you have to know that.